WHY?

How can you change
what was never meant to be?
how would you be able
to see what you can
never see?
why live life
when u hate to live!
why start to take when
all you've even done was give?
why try to fix yourself
when you were just a mistake?
why pretend to love
when all you feel is hate?
how is it so hard to
say what needs to be said?
why cant i get out the easy
way&&just drop dead??