Who should I choose?

My heart beating fast
I don't know what to do
How come my happiness can't last?
They are gonna make me choose

I loved Josh but he moved
Now I have Ryan
I'm so confused
That is why I'm crying

He came back after Ryan and I started dating
I don't want to hurt either of them
Now they are patiently waiting
And I have to think "Who will let me sink and who will help me swim?"

I love them both equally
Thats a little scary
I know they both care about me
That thought makes me wary

I missed Josh so bad
But will I miss Ryan?
They both are the best things I've ever had
Now I let out an audible sighin'

I will make my decision tomorrow
It is going to be hard
So much sorrow
They are both interesting cards

Ryan makes me feel special
Although Josh made me feel right
Oh well
I've decided to call to announce my decision tonight

The truth is
I can't live without Josh
I barely did before this
Now i have to, oh my gosh

I hurt Ryan, but he will make it
I'm with Josh, I am happy
Ryan was such and jerk and had too much horrible wit
I love Josh, even though that is kinda sappy