I'm living on these words unspoken
Hating all those precious memories
Crying over my heart left broken
Playing over and over those sad melodies
I try to carry on with my depressing life
But i feel like I'm holding the world's weight
Theres even been times I've snatched a knife
But it's not the time to end my fate
Still slowly trying to stay here and exist
As darkness tries to cause me to fall
The pain of blood I try to resist
Trying to force my life to stay on call
Forgiveness is all I really need
To turn my black roses to red
But now I have to sleep in what I made of a bed
Frozen, laying coldly in the floor
Trying to open my wounded heart
No longer can I take this anymore
I need help to unravel my torn chart