Sweet..sweet love tell me what it is that you really want.
I love you...I know you can't let her go, and it hurts so much, but despite anything you've ever done or could do, I can't stop loving you..and why ever would I want to?
Ever time you hold me you make me feel alive.
Happiness is something I've so long forgotten how to feel, and maybe I'm not meant to feel something so wonderful, but when I'm with you its like everything disappears...its all okay. For once...I'm happy.
I know I don't deserve you...your not the one who deserves so much better then me, trust me....
I would beg you not to leave me but I can't...not if you don't feel the same. It wouldn't be fair, I couldn't do that to you...
Without you my whole world fades to black and white..
I know I can't make it without you...but I'll try, if thats what you want.
I would anything to make you happy...
Even if it means learning to let go...
You don't want me.....I'm broken, with scars on my heart and monsters under my bed...I know you would never do anything to hurt me...but knowing I'm not with you kills me inside...don't feel bad...its not your fault...its mine, I'm the one who's still just a little child dreaming of the glorious day her Prince will come to rescue her...the one who's never known what love feels like...that is until the day you stepped into her life.... She can't understand why her Prince may have to leave, she wants him to stay with her forever.....yet apart of her, the older part, reminds her that life is not a fairytale....and nothing ever comes as easy as we'd like it to...
people don't always stay, rare is the occasion...
things don't always work out in the end, its just the way its always been..here in this prison of reality.
And as the hidden little girl tries so hard to hold on...she is blinded to the horrible truths of the sorrows of this life. The older girl knows this sorrow all to well, which is why she is a little more reluctant to trust just anyone, if anyone at all, she locks her bleeding heart away so no one will see whats really inside.
alone the younger one sits and cries....she looks into the eyes of her lover as he gently wipes away a tear...a voice inside whispers...will this last?
Or will it slip away?
Only one boy has the answer...the only one who's got enough of her to break her heart.
