My Apologies Piece Of Paper

...My Apologies Piece Of Paper...

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

Notwithstanding she begs you to let her express
She is losing sense of meaning as well,
But please, piece of paper, let her show
This she restrains that keeps scratching her soul.

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

" Suffocating silence is leaving me speechless
I can not rise my voice, I can not lower silence 's
What a disastrous failure ruining this hopeless
Remove this suffering, please unwritten pages. "

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

" Oh, open my innocent eyes with blinding rage
Help me my listener, remove this pain
As it is again hurting my whole,
Taking my heart, scratching my soul. "

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

" In constant fight with my thoughts
My emotions were torn into pieces
They kept pinching my body
Destroying my own existence. "

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

" This feeling that I cannot put into words
Is erasing my trust, soon everything will be gone
Only teardrops will keep bleeding from the eyes of insanity
Leaving a ground full of sorrow and unnoticed pity. "

My apologies piece of paper,
Once again you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
Whose pen is staining your front.

" How did I get to this point?
Oh, emotionless friend ...
Where did I lose the right to feel joy?
Please tell me, please tell me, explain ... "

My apologies piece of paper,
For the last time you are being torn
By the sharp touch of the writer
who will never again stain your front.

(C) Copyright 6th Oct. 2007

..TILLmyLASTtearFALLS..

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Well, it's quite a sad poem, and a bit difficult to understand... Actually, I don't know if I'm making sense at all...
I just would like to encourage readers to leave a few words telling me about their opinion of the poem. I know I have to keep improving my work, but it's only with practise and helpful comments that I can manage to. So thanks to you all for sparing a couple of minutes reading " my soul and mind. " It really means a lot...
Best wishes,

Me xxx