I Try

I try so hard
Just to forget
But in the end
My heart won't let

I dream so much
Of you and me
And all this love
You'll never see

I think of you
When I'm alone
I'm like a bum
That has no home

I let the wind
Transfer my voice
But in the end
I have no choice

I make amends
To let you go
Sometimes I have
To stoop so low

I try so hard
Just like right now
To not love you
But don't know how

I scar so deep
Within my heart
You never knew
Me from the start

I get so sad
When you're with her
I keep thinking
What we once were

Sometimes I wish
Upon a star
To be closer
I feel so far

You couldn't see
What I went through
You didn't care
What I would do

I cried so much
You'll never know
How much it hurt
To let you go

You said we're friends
But I want more
You can't decide
My heart, you tore

I understand
That you and me
Right from the start
Weren't meant to be

So listen now
And comprehend
What I'm feeling
Until the end

I write this poem
To let you know
No matter what
I can't let you go...