Till its my time to leave

As I lay here, your lifeless body next to mine
I'm thinking to myself, remembering each and every time,
Every minute, every second that we spent together
I tried to do the best I can to always make it better
When you were feeling down, I was always by your side
You told me you would never leave me, but you lied
You left me all alone in this sad, sorrowful world
My life has no purpose; you're all I lived for
I think of you all the time, you never leave my head
You'll never leave my heart, not even when I'm dead
When I do sleep, I dream that you're with me
I cant stop staring; I'm hooked on your beauty
We are laughing, were happy, it feels so real
For those few minutes, the scars are healed
But then I wake up, back to this living hell
I have so much to say but no one to tell
I have no mission in life, theres nothing to achieve
So Ill keep laying here with you, till its my time to leave