Is the true 1 lurking in the shadows? Is the one I'm with not the right 1? Does the liar, deceiver, cheater deserve better? Is it worth everything and anything that will come.... All the hurt, agony and misery. Inside his thoughts are good but every once in a while... they come out jumbled and form in a way that causes consequences in a way which he did not mean it to happen. The closest to me is the 1 closest to my lover.... Me and him... Him and me.... we aren't moving... staying still and it kills me inside to know this. Feels like a dagger is being put right thru my heart... slowly and painfully I feel myself starting to die from the inside out. Sometimes I wonder why i felt so much in love with this person and all that love flows back but not feely into my heart. There's a wall..... A big wall of hurt and tears waiting to burst out, blocking the way into my heart. 1 day... the right one... just as in a fairytale. The chosen one will come out of the depths of the world and break down this big wall.... the wall in front of the beautiful palace.... Tears me up to pieces to think of this.... to think we won't after all be together forever as i had once wished.... it's as if people... evil people have set me up, waving bait in front of my face and i went for it. Like a stupid idiot my heart is the only 1 being hurt..... Everyone else is fine, Perfectly Fine. Never again will i fall for this... I take that vow... Never Again.
