Im torn

I'm torn between my mom
I'm torn between my dad
I'm sick of always hurting
I want the life i had

I'm torn between loving
I'm torn between hating
I'm torn between my family
and the guy that I'm dating

I'm torn between right
I'm torn between wrong
I'm torn between giving up
And trying to stay strong

I'm torn between life
I'm torn between death
My whole worlds upside down
Every things a mess

~why is it every way i go its always wrong. why is it every decision i make is not the right one. why is it i have to be everyones biggest mistake?~