Trust

I love you but it hurts...
There's still so much that I don't understand...
Don't blame yourself...I was wrong to want to go so fast.
Your the one I want to be with....thats one thing that will not change.
Happiness is only a memory...even when I'm with you I'm still not truly happy....but your comfort and love is what makes me want to stay...its what makes it all okay.
I know your so much stronger then me, its something I admire, I know this may sound pathetic, but to be completely honest, without you my whole world fades back to black and white.
You see....for so long I've tried to face this world alone...I've learned never to depend on anyone for anything but pain.
You make me want to hope again...
I know we can't be together right now...and thats okay, I'll wait as long as it takes....but please.. teach me how to hope for the best because I think I've forgotten....
I can't promise you that I won't be hurt if this doesn't work out...hurt is something none of us can prevent without changing the circumstances, or maybe its just me after all...but what I will promise, is that regardless of what happens I'm not going anywhere...
Teardrops falling down my face, oh God take me in your arms...whatever happens, show me that you really care.