Mother,
For tha past 6 years ive been keeping so much bottled up inside and now its time for me to let it out. I jus wanna kno how you could do this to me? Jus up n leave, Is he that important to you? This man you with is he better than me? Your constantly doing that to me always choosing a man over me like i wont give a f**k. Then the way you be treaten me is off tha wall. Ive never seen a mother treat her daughter tha way you treated me. I thought mothers n daughters were supposed to be close. But i guess i wus wrong. You kno you were once muh hero mom. When i grew up i wanted to be jus like you, but now i dont wanna be nothen like you. I tried to get our relationship back but you never wanted to work things out. You mus felt better knoing that were not close anymore. And to prove that to me you would beat me, put me out on tha streets, do anything n everything you could to prove to me that you dont love me. Well i see it now mom. I kno tha truth you dont love me and i aint your lil girl no more. Tha funny thing is.... You treat muh sisters totally different. Their like angels to you. But I guess in your eyez im jus a piece of s**t. You never treated them like that... jus me? Well i wanna kno why? Why cant you love me like you love tha other two? It hurts me so much to see mothers and daughters together laughing and i sit bak and remember all tha times that it wus me n u laughing n then i remember then things aint like that no more. You no longer love me. Mom i jus want bak what we once had. I wanna MOTHER not jus somebody that i kno. Jus please stop hurting me n be muh mother again. I kno i say i hate you but deep down n muh heart i love you. Always remember that ma
Some girls may be able to relate. Ive never showed muh mom this cause i wus scared she would hate me even more. Please tell me what you think about it.
