Mom.... I Still Love You

You say you hate me
and i know that its true
but deep down inside i'll always love you
i never understand
how you could hurt me this bad
was it cause i made you mad,
i know ive dont some f**ked up things in tha past
but you should forget about all that
so then maybe our relationship could last
Somedays you make me feel so worthless i want to die,
i wonder if you realize im your daughter
and how much you broke my heart and made me cry
you can no longer me feel something that ive already felt,
you make me feel worthless, like a nobody, so small, unwanted and unloved
do you get pleasure out of maken me feel that way
things between me and you will never be okay
tha day you say you love me
will be tha day
that i can say i love you too.