Walking away with out a goodbye
trying to forget
I don't want to cry
It was a Wednesday when I drifted off to sleep
you hugged and kissed me
remembering that night cuts me deep
I pushed you away
not realizing that was the last time
not knowing you wouldn't be here another day
you whispered "I love you"
too tired to even think
I just said "I bet you do"
you walked out and said "every things going to be okay"
I didn't understand
so I lay there with nothing to say
I awoke the next day
looking around for you
turned on the T.V. and this is what the news broadcaster had to say.......
There was a man found late last night
laying by the bay
his name is Chase Knight
he is now dead
any further information will be on the news later tonight...
I slowly fall to the ground
trying to remember what was happening
all that echoed in my mind...*man was found*
thinking back i start to cry
I hate myself
for I didn't even get to say goodbye
you came in last night to let me know you loved me
I just pushed you away
not realizing you wouldn't be here when I was to awake
I sit and feel my self depress
hating myself
I pop a few pills..I'm such a mess
I start to cry out your name
knowing what I forgot to say
I am so ashamed
I reached for the gun
look at me reflection..
I whisper its all for you Chase Knight
I'll see you in the after life
I pull the trigger
off I go, making my way to you
I'll be with him now
just so I can hold him tight and whisper "I love you too"
