How

How?

I'm going round in circles
Don't know when it will stop
How do I let go
When he just cant be forgot

Every day I wonder
How I got confused in this amend
How did I let it go this far
Just wishing it would end

I'm happy with him
But I'm just wanting more
I know that sounds bad
But ill never know whats in store

I want to explore
And go find something new
But I just don't know how to tell him
That we are finally through

How can I do that?
When it will rip him apart
I really do love him
And have done from the start

But I'm ready for something
A new chapter of my life
I want to start over
Finally cut back with that knife

And now I just wonder
How to make it end
So I can live happy
And my life I can mend