I feel totally empty inside,
And you feel totally helpless.
I'm sitting there holding my head in my hands,
And you can only sit there and look on.
I feel like i'm about to burst,
But you think there is nothing within me.
I want you to make me explain all my blues,
But I don't think that you know that it is there.
I want to scream out that I am lonely,
But you'll say that you've always been there.
I want to explain that is not what I mean,
And I feel lonely in a crowded room.
My mother is drunk and does'nt know it,
My father never calls and you know it.
I wanna have your babies but you deny me,
I pretend I am happy, it's denial.