I'm A Fake

I fake smiles
I fake laughs
I fake being happy
Just because I don't want you to see through to all the pain

I fake being joyful
I fake having confidence
Just so you don't see through to all the self doubt
Just because I'm scared to let you in

I know I'm a fake
But if only you knew the half of it
You'd know why I'm a fake
And why I'm scared to let you in