I wonder if I have feelings-
I wonder if I can love-
All I feel is hate and anger-
How can I rid myself of this?
I feel depressed most of the time-
I wonder if I can love-
My anger and hate blinds me-
Blinds me from the wonderful things of life.
I've tried to kill myself-
To heal the pain in me-
But I couldn't do it-
How can I rid myself of my pain?
I've tried running away from it-
To find a better life-
But it always finds me-
How can I feel happiness?
When I do feel happiness-
It's snatched away by anger or hate-
How can I have feelings-
This is all my life.
