I loved being with you, those short times,
But I wasn't enough, how obvious it was,
I wanted you to hear, my pained muffled cries,
You barely keep in touch anymore, you say whats done is done,
But little do you know, I still wish we were one,
I wish what evil you did could be undone,
I hate all true facts that you set before me,
Those things you did, I thought, couldn't be,
But true they were, oh, Lord why?
I'll never have that love again,
My soul wishes love, between us, Josh, but part of me wishes for you to die,
As bad as that sounds, I have no regret,
My feelings are glue,
They are plastered to you,
I bet you can't feel them,
You ripped them away, like an egg from a hen,
I kept my secrets locked away from you,
But no longer can I hold those feelings of pain,
I'll fire them at you, two by two,
But from this, I have nothing to gain,
This unbearable sadness tugs at my heart,
So now it's my turn, I'll pull from both sides,
Hoping your heart will painfully part,
I wish that agony for you never subsides,
I want you to suffer, listen to me now,
I want you to know, you'll still have my love,
You were my boyfriend, you made a vow,
And when that girl dumps you, I come in, I'll be God's dove,
In other words, Josh,
I want you to be mine,
Oh, but good gosh,
I've realized it won't happen, because your chance has run out of time.
