Filled with so much rage
with no way to get it all out
any little thing throws me off
if only you knew what i was talking about
pushing down and sliding along my skin
red rushing out onto the floor and my jeans
feeling so much better just wanting even more
nothing is ever as good as it seems
feels so good to lose so much
hurts so bad to feel so good
hearing the sound of the dark in my ear
not listening even though i wish i would
the mask i wear today and until forever
will just have to be good enough
too scared to show my true self to you judging people
you dont even care if you make my life rough
finally having enough
blinded with red rage
saying my goodbyes to the one i love
take that last breath, holding onto my blade
