Pounding head,
Aching knee,
Somebody anybody please help me!
i think I'm going crazy, i feel a little hazy.
I'm completely going insane, i feel all the pain all the shame, this is like a game.
Holding needle and thread, i want to jab and sow it through my head.
Bleeding on the inside, bleeding on the out,
tears of a crying ocean, as i scream and shout.
Punching anything, everything around breaking glass mirrors telling myself I'm not insane!
pealing my skin so far down, as i watch it fall to the ground,
Begging, pleading you to kill me now!
Why am i in here?
tell my why
I'm stuck in here now.
Who's gonna help me now?
Not those nurses that call me insane they drive me nuts, putting me through more pain.
I have nothing to take the pain away now, nothing to do trapped in a cage, as if I'm tied in a shoe suffocating over and over again.
as i sit there i find myself dying a image of hope, as I'm crying.
My future sits unalike, dead.
thinking of ways to disappear as if i never existed.
what are you talking about
i was never here.
Until i finally get a thought as it rushes into my head.
there's only one way to do this as i pull out all my hair.
going crazy sitting here in this messed up mental institution.
this in no illusion,
As i begin bashing my head and face into the wall till all the blood is drained out and i fall.
Nurses come rushing in scared as they hold me down tight they
come to give me my lovely shoot
but instead i take it from them
Ah. feels so good blood rushing down all sown my veins of pain
and rushes over my arm like a waterfall.
I'm suffering on the ground
i crawl over to you and tell you one last thing
with a gasp of air with my one last breath,
i tell you
Everybody crazy but theres nothing you can do no matter what you say or do
So deal with it lady forever this is true
Keep this in mind as I'm lying there dying my breath is taken away but remember i add one last note
Ill be back for you and thats a promise and you will die and feel the pain that i felt
and suffer the worst.
for you thats a promise.
