You, Them , Me!

Lost in my feelings
don't know right from wrong
i cant remember my believing
everything drags on

hating the thoughts of you
trying to brake free
what else am i to do
i hate you, i hate them, i hate me

wrong all the time
hidden from everybody
but i just say I'm fine
none of you will ever see

being as fake as it gets
hiding behind a smile and a hug
i wonder if its worth it
but who really gives a F&*^

tearing at my arms at night
pretending its okay
knowing it will never be alright
someone please come take me away

you say speak how i feel
but you don't get it
my pain and suffering is too hard to reveal
thats why i never say S#^*

this is why i run on and on
because it wouldn't matter
no one would care if i was gone

this is what causes me to cry
cause no one cares
and each "I'm here for you" is a lie

this is why i hate
for its hard to go on
no more shots at life..its too late

hating the thoughts of you
trying to brake free
what else am i to do...
i hate you...
i hate them...
I HATE ME!