I'm falling into the shadows
I'm drowning in the oceans
I'm bleeding from my razor
I'm throwing up from my pills
I'm killing myself
And I'm dying from the pain
I build four walls around myself
I close the freezer to my heart
I kill myself over & over
I hate myself for being human
I love my best friend of a razor
I drown, when I can swim
I bleed, when I can talk
I throw up, when I can stop
I fall, when I can get up
I kill, when I can heal
I die, when I can live
I'm building, when I can tear down
I'm closing, when I can open
I'm killing, when I can stop
I'm hating, when I can love
I'm loving, when I can stop cutting
I drown, bleed, throw up, fall, kill, die, build, close, hate
Why do I do it all?
I don't know why,
What do you think?
