Mixed Emotions

Pull heart strings.
Yanking emotions.
Turning life into hell.
Trying to move on.

Tears fall like water.
Falling to their death.
Longing for the end.
Losing hope.

Empty feelings.
Gasping for air.
For life.
For purpose.

Lost focus.
Drawing away.
Distracting.
Forgetting reason.

Physical pain.
Chest aches.
Loneliness consumes.
Can't breathe.

Crying out.
Can you hear?
Don't listen.
Block your mind.

Fading sight.
Endless dark.
Mind games.
Fantasy lives.

Faceless friends.
Useless conversation.
Myspace of masks.
Dying to self.