Hide Away

Why don't you love me
What did I do
I never meant to
Do anything to hurt you
I let you push me around
And hurt me too
But you never saw
The pain you put me through
Or the things that I would do
In the bathroom everynight
Trying so hard to win this fight
Ignoring the pain
Using this blade
To erase my shame
I'm not gonna hurt anymore
I wont go through that door
I've been dying inside
From all this pain I hide
But I can't cry out loud
Just tell me
Did I ever make you proud
Look in my eyes
And I will show you
All the scars you can't see
My innocence will hide the lies
Don't worry I wont die
I'm so sick of this place
You can see the anger on my face
But I'll stay here just for you
And you can tell yourself
Whatever you want to
To make you feel better about yourself
And lie about how you made my life
A living hell
Maybe in time you will finally see
All the pain you caused me
I'll dig myself in a hole
And hide away everything for you