I'm not okay.

I'm sad
I'm depressed
I'm a cutter
&& I'm obsessed.

i have a bad day
go and reach for the knife
wishing i was brave enough
to take my own life

the cuts tell my story
the story of the real me
people don't get it
people just don't see

i love the knife
i love to bleed
the cuts are getting deeper
where is this going to lead?

death is a choice
of which i don't want to choose
I'm going to win this battle
I'm not going to lose

i turn up the radio
and scream in fear
i scream so silently
i don't want people to hear

i might be a pain
i don't try to be
I'm going to be happy
you just wait and see.

bring me to the surface
make me smile
push me for
the extra mile.

I'm glad your here
you've been great
we can get through it
before it's to late:]

~ALBERTO.