My love of yesterday

I know he wont stay with me
why would he even at all
i know Ive been held up for so long
and now i take that fall

i know that i remind him
of his past used to Be's
one thing he mostly reminds me of
is and intoxicating disease

although i know
that its all lies
with bloody hands
and shut eyes

the moment he stared at me
took my breath away
now all he is doing
is repeating yesterdays

these tears run down
and stain my blade
its like I'm a bug
and he's my RAID

i don't know what to make of
looking in his eyes
its like he is a killer
dressed in disguise

and when the day comes
where he says those 2 words
ill be sitting in the dark
waiting for a cure.