The Angel of Love ((PART ONE))

Looking down deep inside
Her soul is full of fears she just cant hide
The pain the fear she keeps within
The tears and blood she sheds for him
Shes not willing to change just for them
She wont give in to the pressure they send
They cause more pain then the help they lend
Searching for a way out
Screaming and yelling she shouts
She lost her way and no one cares
Shes frightened and yet no ones there
Times leaving her behind
Her friends moved on and shes not fine
Shes falling apart her defenses hit the ground
Shattered to pieces and still no ones around
Looking out in the night
She sees his smile her world it lights
He came to her and wants to stay
They are in love though others think not
Shes happy with him and hes so hot
His gorgeous brown eyes let her know
Hes always there and wont let go
If he left her she would die
Left all alone and left to cry
Shes scared hell leave her
The fears are strong
She feels shes not wrong
They planned on together forever
She needs him to say leave her?! he will never
How can she lose him she wont let it
Standing strong her eyes are lit
She loves him so much it hurts
Used to be boy crazy now she wont even flirt
Faithful to him she will always be
The passion she holds he can see
She truly loves him
She would do anything to see him smile
To see his face she would walk a mile
She misses his kisses
He face is cold her eyes are dark
Shes fading fast she leaves her mark
Blood on the floor shes fallen again
The only thing is this time its the end
She didnt mean for it to happen like this
It was an accident she could only wish
For if she was loved back she wouldnt have gone
Shes so sorry but too late its done
Such a beautiful girl in so much pain
She was depressed and showed no shame
To everyone around she was nothing
But to that boy she was everything
This boy told her no lies
With every word she said the boy dies
Her smile he misses
He cant taste her kisses
The warmth of her touch
Was far too much
The note she had written was so sad
To go back and show her they cared they wish they had
Dont worry about me
So happy I will be
Seeing how no one cares
Just dont worry about the stares
I was slowly dying inside
So tears I couldnt just hide
I love you all with all my heart
Just think of it as a brand new start
I didnt mean to hurt anyone
Im sorry if I did
Its okay because I was just a silly kid
But the boy didnt know what to do
He felt so lost if only he knew
How she was feeling and why he couldnt tell
He starts to cry and to the floor he fell
In too much pain he lost his life
He loved her so much she was going to be his wife
Confused, scared, his eyes went dark, his hands cold
Shes in a better place now so hes told
But a better place away from him?
Putting her things into a bin
She promised to always be there
He needs her love to be here
Her hair, her eyes, her smile, hed do whatever to see
Together? forever? isnt that what they were to be?
Did she really love him? why did she have to go?
Why couldnt she tell him how she felt so he would know?
His world came crashing down
He laid on his bed quiet without a sound
He remembered she held journal secrets she wrote
Running to her house to ask if he could keep the note
Her mom was so upset taking him to her room
Said you can have whatever he says hell return it soon
Back to his house to read the entries she had
His eyes filled with tears because she was so sad
He looks to the last page with fear of what it might say
If there ever comes a day
When we cant be together,
Just know that you are in my heart.
Youll be in there forever
He smiles and knows that she loved him so much
He holds the book and feels an angels touch

if you liked this one there is soon to be a part two i hoped you enjoyed it. comments and rates would be great