You've always treated me so good
But in return, I'm always being rude
I hate you for feeling the way you do
You know I hate you, why can't you hate me too?
"Do I love you" you often ask
I say "No" 'coz it'll be like a task
I've been trying to make you feel bad
I know you're hurting, why don't you get mad?
I know what I'm doing is very wrong
But we can't go on like this, for who knows how long?!
Can't you see we don't fit together?
Our feelings are not mutual for each other
Love isn't a one-way thing
Two individuals should have mutual feelings
No, never let me see you cry for me
'Coz every teardrop will just make me feel guilty
Guilty for not just liking you back
Guilty for letting you leave without a track
I felt relieved and free now you're away
I'm thankful for not missing you even a day
Was it really the best to exchange goodbyes?
Why are these tears falling from my eyes?
Few years have passed me by
I feel like something's missing, I don't know what or why
There's this emptiness inside I feel
Is it you that's missing? No, this can't be real!
Am I beginning to have regrets now/
What ifs and what could haves are disturbing me somehow
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, is what they say
Now I realize, I love your presence and I've always wanted you to stay
I guess I was just too afraid to fall
I was so scared and confused as I recall
Maybe it was suppressed by my fears
Of taking risks and shedding tears
Now it's me who's in pain and crying
Pain of loss and tears of longing
I didn't realize that risk-taking is a part of loving
Isn't it too late now when I'm already willing?
I feel so empty, so cold and alone
I want to feel again the love you've shown
Hear my plea, come back to me
By my side is where you should be
How long will I have to wait for you?
How long will I have to feel so blue?
If only I could turn back time
I'll keep you forever and make you mine
Is it too late to say "I do"?
"Yes I do, I love you too!"
