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by Summer Oct 9, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
I cant believe this is it. I cant believe its the end. I cant believe Ive gone through life without ever knowing a friend. I can't believe its almost over. The years went by so fast. I cant believe I lived with questions but with not the strength to ask. When and where and how and why is all I want to know. When did I become deserving of hate? When did I become unknown? Where will I be going to next, To heaven or to hell? I tried to live what life I had. I tried to live it well. How could he deny me of love but give me pain and hurt galore? He gave me only a small dose of mercy when he knew I needed more. Why am I forced to live this life Ruled by hate and tyranny? Why was I condemed at birth? Why cant someone else be me?