On the inside looking out
Judged again
Saddness is coming
Washing over me
I cant see anything
Im becoming numb once again
But this feeling shouldnt be anything new
They wont accept me
I dont fit the categories
But I dont care
I dont need them
They dont know me
They cant understand
They dont know anything about me
And they dont care
They judge me anyway
I bet their life is perfect
That their parents love them
And dont make fun of them
And pull then down into their depression
Thats what Im guessing
Their friends dont make fun of them
Or control them
And everything they do
They have everything they want
But unlike them
None of that is my life
Cuz Im in this empty space
Staring at that shiny knife
Gliding along my wrists again
