How I wish he knew
all the thoughts that have came through
my mind my heart they disagree
my mind says you're ok you're over him
my heart tells me its ok to cry don't forget him you love I wish I knew
I wish I had some way to be there
to see how he feels
to feel him against me one last time
my heart jumps just at the site of him
I feel my pride bruised every time he looks away from me
am I not good enough for him
am I losing it all just for him?
why do I pain myself just to try to get what I want
but I'll never have?
I've been told I'm strong and I'm brave
but all I feel is stupidity for trying and being rejected
I know myself well but I still cant figure you out
you said I was the one and now
of all times now
you just leave me like this
to contend with my feelings
my broken heart
you played me
I'm a fool
and I fell for your game of "love"
I have never feared anything as much as I do love
