I'm sorry i hurt you

The thing was,
I hurt you
I treated you like shit.
A guy kissed me
that wasn't you
I didn't tell you about it
Because it hurt me,
more then I thought it'd hurt you.
The thought of us breaking up,
made me cry.
You were the one,
who kept me From the knife.
You kept me alive,
But when you left me
All alone,
To cry myself to sleep
I miss you
and your smile
The way you said my name
I love you shawn,
and wish you would come back to me
And forever be in my arms.