Analyzation...

Everyone is laughing;
I sit back,
Analyzing their every...
-movement-
-word-
-breath-

They have no idea;
I am not like them,
Completely opposite from what they are:
I look; act; dress the same.
But inside I am different...
Very-

This is a bad habit;
One I desperately need to break,
I try, but...
-once again-
I fail,
And it kills me every time.

[Jupp. Pretty Weird. Hope you enjoy]