Dear dad

Dear dad,

i know that we don't speak
i know that we don't see each other anymore
but i just want to ask
how long can this go on for?

why do you have blame
me for all that's wrong
it makes me hurt inside
i've been hurting all along.

why do you lie?
why do you criticize?
why can't you get along?
why must you not be wrong?

we've all learned to deal
with the lives that we were given
all though my eyes are filled with tears
i still have my own vision.

sometimes i want to call you
but i know you won't be there
but other times i know you will
and i just get too scared.

i guess since we don't speak
you can't tell if this is true
but i just want to say
that dad i still love you

you may not be the perfect dad
actually far from
but still you gave me life
but there's not much left to come

dear dad,

do you still love me?
do you still care?
just tell me when
i'll wake from this nightmare.

i really miss you
sometimes i wanna hide
i can't show anyone
these tears i've cried

im wondering
im wondering
what i died
would you even notice
or am i just another
of this things you think are worthless

get back to me on this
write me back
i love you dad
but the days are getting grim
save me before it gets pitch-black

from your broken hearted
baby