The gavel falls and so do i
another year without you by my side
another tear that wont kill the pain
another fear it will never change
i loved a man now I'm insane
patiently waiting to end this game
i want a life with our unborn child
i want a hug that holds a smile
but every time your eyes grow dark
i see the bars, tearing us apart
the plexi glass reflects a man
whom i no longer know
i pray to god that every night
the devil wont steel your soul
thanksgiving comes and I'm alone
Christmas day it snowed for once
but the lonely sheets just aren't your touch
the tree is empty no presents wrapped
just me and Santa, alone we sat
new years came but it was a waste
when midnight struck, no kiss awaits
valentines is not the same
cupid sent me heart shaped rain
my birthday came and it has past
a feeling that i hope wont last
by the way happy anniversary
beside me lays an empty pillowcase
once your out we'll have a month
than the lights flash blue its just to much
another court date set today
your gone again, again the wait
