It's been six months and four days since I last saw you
It was when you told me it's over, we're through
The hands of the clock tell me it's a quarter past two
I lay staring at the ceiling with nothing to do
You keep me awake, late at night in bed*
I've been like this since he's left, gone and fled*
It runs through my mind, everything he said*
In my deepest thought was where you fed*
His memory crushes my heart and bangs on my head*
Love, too soon, was replaced with hatred*
A dream tha'll remain a dream, us being wed*
But tonight, oh no, not a tear I would shed*
He brought wonderful feelings to me
How dare him took them away so easily
I hate him as much as I've loved him before
I want these feelings dead, I need them no more
Oh how I hate you feelings of mine
I want you dead, feelings of mine
I just want to be numb of these feelings I've long hated
I need to get rid of these feelings, I want them dead
But not the man who caused all this
Not the man whom I desperately miss
I hope the walls in my room could speak
To comfort and console me, God I feel so weak
With my heart still beating
Never will be free from these feelings
This agony must now come to an end
The fifth commandment, this rule I now bend
