Pain Of Love

I'm staring out into the night
As the searing pain slowly ripping me,
While pieces of those fleeting memories
Are softly brought back to life...

Thoughts of you are always special,
Wish for you are always made
With my sincere love....

You were my dream each night
That i wouldn't want to be awake.
When I am awake each morn
I find myself dreaming of you still
As if I'm living within a dream.
But then, I still wish
You aren't just a dream
But a dream come true....

It's your wish for me to leave you
Then, I shall go now with my heart.
You want me to never see me again,
Then, I shall never come back.
You want me to stop loving you,
Then, I shall break this heart and die
For it's only then it shall stop beating for you...

The promises of those days
Had fallen, broken to the ground
But still, there is no way
I'll forget these feelings
I offer just for you...

If fate really says,
We are not meant to be
I know that love
Can make it,
Truly worthwhile...

Living without you
I would go insane
But since you told me
You are going to leave,
I want to say sorry
For I wasn't good enough,
And I don't deserve
Your genuine love...

No one could ease
The pain I feel right now
And the love I have,
Will never be deceasing
Until the end of time..

Now, there is no reason
For me to breathe
Since the person
Who keeps my heart beats
Has already disappeared...

With this situation,
I do not know
If I could hold on
Any longer...
Thinking it's time
To face the truth
That you will never
Be back by my side...