I can feel myself falling
and you tell me that it's okay
but for some reason my brain pulls my heart back
so why am i scared to feel that way?
I've given you everything i can
told you i love you
and it feels so hollow
when you say i love you too
i feel comfortable i feel embarrassed
at the same time and I'm with held
i cant tell you how i feel
coz then I'm a typical girl
i say i don't watch much but i know i look for more
i want more than a lover or a 'boyfriend'
i don't want a ring or a baby
but i want to know i can rely on you in the end
this if you head, how unexpected
that i could feel like this
i don't let on my emotions because it scares me
i never let you know what really is
so i quietly go insane
saying these things to just me
for i can never tell you
what I'm waiting for you to see
