Unsent Goodbye Letter

Date Written: October 1o, 2oo7

Dear Simon,
Three months have already passed
&& I'm already a part of your past.
Now I'm history;
With this pen && paper I'm writing our story:

We've met long way back--
When my world was white && black.
I never thought we would be together--
When we did, you promised to love me forever.
For me it was a perfect love;
I even thought you were sent from above.
But after six months, you broke my heart--
Left it broken, worthless && destroyed apart.
One month; two months-- I thought I couldn't get over you,
&& crying was all I could ever do.
But three months later, I'm finally learning to let go.
It would be hard-- this I only know.
Now I'm trying to smile but cry instead,
Think of all the sweet little things you ever said.
You used to be the object of my wrath;
Yet still wishing, I would see you walking on my path.
But tonight will be the last time I would cry;
'Cuz later tonight my eyes would remain dry.
No more tears falling down my face;
But there are things I don't want to be erased.
I would stop thinking about you while looking at the sky (wondering if you could see what I see);
'Cuz after tonight I'm gonna say my goodbye.
I'm all by myself, but I know I'll be fine;
Than think about the bitter reality-- you were never mine.
So farewell && so long--
I am no longer holding on.