As i shut my eyes,
I dream,
A dream of total bliss,
Then in the morning i wake up to this,
This kind of life,
Where i fake my smiles,
My laughs,
My everything,
Just to keep people from asking,
Asking the question i dread,
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine" is all i ever say,
I put up a wall so wide and so tall,
Clameing never to let anyone in,
Clameing I am strong and fine on my own,
While I am falling deep inside,
Into the darkness,
I call for help,
But no-one can hear,
All i wanted to say was "that i am never coming back"
Then i hear your voice call me,
But i am too weak,
I'm fading to fast,
Good-bye my Friends,
You know i will never return again,
But you dont need me,
Cause i dont need me,
So i am no-more.
