Perfection is all i seek

by xxSuicidalxx   Oct 10, 2007


Shove my plate away
I hate the look of food
I want to toss it away
And never look at it again
I hate the way i am
Why can't i be like them
So i starve all day
To chase these fears away
I'm sick of being taunted
Sick of being teased
Every single day
These words bring me to my knees
I eat and then i vomit
Otherwise the guilt
would be to much
No longer hungry for even chocolate
Which i used to love to much
To scared of what they think
About my body and my weight
I think I'm going crazy
This is way too much to take!
I run and never stop
Till i nearly pass out
Try to get the pounds to roll away
So then you'll have nothing but good things to say
I feel myself get weak
But do i really care
I have to get skinny
because perfection is what i seek

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  • 17 years ago

    by Of Sweet Insanity

    THis is such a huge problem in my area and just in general... I'm not a twig and the s that I I find to be . This poem is EXTREAMLY deep and personal and I can only pray you don't do this to yourself. I went through it once, please don't be like me.

  • 17 years ago

    by Marius Laun

    Um.... well then, that was interesting, It was by no means a bad poem, but the message of it was really sad. Um. I think you mean Too scared of what they think, but i could be mistaken, just something to look at. It was a good piece of work

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