If I only know God's contact minutiae,
I would call and ask Him why He denied me this.
I would ask Him why He abandoned me.
And I would ask Him why He let the fool, fool my life.
'cause my life is falling apart.
'cause my life is not secure.
He gave me picture of life but access denied.
He bestowed me talent but potential and confidence refuted.
And He conferred me computer of life but password denied.
If He only knew this,
He shouldn't have denied me all these.
And if He only knew that I would suffer,
He should have bestowed me access.
And gave me access and password for a superior life.
But He only knew this for sure!
'cause is the ultimate one.
If I only knows His contact details,
I would ask Him why He brought me here,
'cause my life is insecure without Him.
This world has turned into a living hell for me.
I can't enjoy life,
I can't reap the benefits of been here.
'cause the world is too much with me.
If I only know His contact details,
I would ask Him to bring me back to Him,
'cause I am strugglin' here.
Life is not good for me here,
Life is not easy for me here
And life is too heavy for me here
If I only knew day which He would brought me here,
I would ask Him to rescind it and not bring me here.
But He did this for a valid reason for sure.
He brought me here to convey something!
To convey this special gift He gave me to other two legs animals in this world.
If I only know a way back to Him,
I would travel long miles to get a way back to Him.
'cause I need His true affection, help and protection.
I need His true love to comfort me when I am not strong.
I need His help to help me when I need help.
And I need His security to protect me against the evil.
And one thing for sure!
He knows my life time account,
He knows why I have to suffer this.
He knows why I am here,
He knows what I am here for.
He knows what is good for me,
He knows what is bad for me.
Only hope to connect to Him is through prayer
And prayer changes!!
Kneeling down and bowing my head before Him.
It's the only way to find my way to Him.
Hope and faith are to perfect words to explain.
If I only know, I rather know how to reach out to Him.
If I only know, I rather know how to ask Him this.
And through prayer, I have all answers
And through religion, I have all hope and faith in Him.
