It seems that everything I have is slipping away.
Things seem to get darker day after day. I search
For the light that I once had. They want to know
Were the smiles have gone. I wish I could say.
So much turmoil yet to fix. Broken hearts,
Broken spirits, broken friends. I used to have
A tight grip on reality, but it slipped away.
The more I struggle the harder it is. So why
Not just stop the fight. Go to bed one night,
And never sit upright again.
Day and night, they are both equally dark to me.
The fun I once had is gone. Now looking back
It only makes me sad. I’m swamped with work,
And I’m just a kid. I’m sick of the new me, but it
Seems that everything but the new me slips away.
These thought came from no place. And they don’t
Want to go. One word passes through my head
Again and again. I tell my self I would never do
It. But if I don’t know the new me, how can I tell?
Slipping farther and farther from the ones I love.
It seems there is only one way to stop the pain,
One easy way that is. I’m so lost and slipping
Farther away every day.
