Why did you lie, don't patronize, it only makes it all the worse.
Why did you lie, you let me die, alone here in the dark.
So why do I still miss you so?
And why do I still wanna cry every-time I hear your name. My pillows drenched in painful misery.
Yeah you told me that when I reached out I'd find your hand always to grasp, well baby I'm reaching, now where is your hand?
So lay me down never to wake oh if only that were true...
I needed you to hold me close, but yet again you let me fall.
Oh darling please stop playing games with my heart...ya know its never been strong enough to cope.
Just tell me the truth...you say you love me...well its time ya start showing it...
Why did you lie, don't patronize, I'd rather know the haunted truth, No matter how much it hurts, its gonna hurt worse if you let me believe you really care. I'd rather know my fate beforehand...
Its nothing new, just a different turn of heartache. you were not there when I needed you most, the day my heart shattered into peaces. When I found out just how cruel life is...taking innocent lives and for no perpose.
And as I lay in brokeness my only comfort is the knife, but somehow I just can't, I promised you I would give it up....so why can't you promise me you'll stay?
Oh I know its not your fault...but that does not stop the pain.
I waited by that phone for hours like a fool, hopelessly wishing you'd come to rescue me.
Oh but maybe..maybe I deserve this all along.
