Over n over again....

Locked in my room
alone and cold
thinking I'm nobody......nobody at all...
what did i expect to find?
To far away.....leave me to myself....
leave life.....let it bleed in my hands
I feel contagious....
She crys a selfish lie...over n over again.....
Once i tell myself I'm fine.....i cry it out...
you don't remember....but i do.....
in my hands....in my hands again....
over n over.....WOW......i just realized.....that......I'm gone.....