The velvet sky and beyond

Watched every cloud in the sky
i only see the vague image of you
the smile that could never be mine
the lips that i could never own

lied down on the field
spread my arms to both ends
i could give up eternity,
i could give up this existence
just to be FREE to feel your every breath

i own nothing
i had fallen without taking a step
i can't even buy time and distance
i only have these few unspoken thoughts
that i might as well bring to my grave

i cant disarrange your fate
i cant maneuver over life
i cant give out reasons
I'm sorry if i cant
I'm freakin' scared...guilty as charged

i guess that love will never be enough
so blow me off through this defeat
i'll gladly take the fall
i'll give up the fight
and end this loop of sadness