I Want To Be Invisible

I wish i could just run away... leaving all of my fears, problems, trouble behind me, i wish i could scream and pray that things were different

that maybe something i could do, like cut, or OD or something would make it somehow

all non-existent

stop it from hurting me

from killing me inside

but nothing does

it just seems to make it worse, so much so that soon i will me dangling over the edge...

barely able to hold on

then i will just slip into insanity, slowly fading away into nothing,

my breakdowns would then seem normal to you...

the sight of my tears would be the usual

i would simply be invisible

and maybe

thats the best place to be