Heaven today,
I wished four away,
Underneath an empty Grey sky,
Silent white lamb,
Slumber tonight,
Beside the starving lion's lair.
Upon this balloon I wrote to you,
All the things I wished to scream,
And with no hand to hold,
The balloon I will soon let go,
Sending my pleas to heaven's door,
Heartache weaved the wings,
I found beneath my grief,
White Rabbit tonight whispered to me,
where does the balloon go now,
When you let it go,
Send it home,
Watch it so silently float high,'
Do I do dare keep hold of this chance,
Will I be the child to never say no,
And watch my weight ground me on,
Like Alice dear child,
Take a bite too many,
Take a bite too small,
Grow too big to occupy,
Grow too small to equip,
I have to find my own way soon,
Fireworks,
While others look on,
At this colorful array,
This delightful display,
They will miss the real show,
When all the colors I ever ate,
Come flooding over me,
Strip my bone of oily woe,
And leave a wondrous rainbow,
Look at me friend - I am Beautiful.
Kiss me goodnight,
As I retire to my angel wings,
And porcelain crown,
My midnight mirror dance,
Prussian shadows,
Slate the gentle bones,
Glistening eyes like sapphires,
Definite lines and shades,
I see who I was supposed to be,
Back when she made me eat,
Kiss me goodbye,
As I no longer need you,
It's time to place the crown,
Upon the crowned.
The heavy swing of one pendulum,
Rhythms the fate of two potentials,
How did we let it come to this ?
Because I wanted to be a Queen,
When will this ever end ?
When I take the throne.
