From somewhere deep within,
I -she, somebody- stares out in disbelief,
I'm looking across into an open door.
Why won't you, save me,
My door left open,
Left me unguarded, undefended,
He got in - countless nights I scream,
Why couldn't you walk in,
And save me from this fate,
Is this the point I kill her,
And this is how it begins,
Sweet Ana and I.
Arcane,
Deep hidden, obscure cryptic,
Could you not see, so clearly,
Contortion only distinguished,
That which I wanted you to know,
Ajar, my door I left it unlocked,
To let my Saviour in,
Each night he came creeping in,
And my body banished to abduction.
From somewhere deep within,
I -she, somebody, stares out in disbelief,
I'm looking across into a brick wall.
These words are my diary,
Screaming out loud
And you did what you wanted with them,
You can't rewind and go back,
Make up or redo, you hurt me,
And I am paying cause of you.
Just to let you know,
I'll be heartless killing her,
I'll now leave the door open, exposed,
So you can watch her every ache,
Feel her body break,
Hear every last possible breath,
Suffer - as much as she will,
Save me - it's too late.
Your name a besotted force,
Crushing upon my empty chest,
To secret hold me deep,
Close my ears of lulls,
On evening when silent mist descends,
And you stand hopelessly quiet,
Sorry petals will sprinkle soothingly,
Down a stiffly hushed throat,
Had you known her heart was breaking,
Dismantling itself into unrecognizable,
Strips of misery - would you,
Could you ever of saved, I- she- somebody ?
From somewhere deep within,
I-she, somebody, stares out in disbelief,
I'm looking at you walking away.
Goodbye hush now,
Blood lasciviously choking,
Unseen my broken heart,
Stops living with your final blow,
I hope its happy, living the guiltless dream.
