I Wish He Knew

I want to tell him how I feel but, I'm scared. How could he ever feel the same? Am I not as pretty as all the other girls? Is it because I'm not athletic or I'm not as smart? Does he think I'm fat? Maybe hes into taller girls. People say we look good together-People lie. Some only tell you things you want to hear so they can get told the sames things back in return. Those selfish Btches! They don't know what he feels about me. But maybe I don't know what he feels either. Should I ask him out? What if he says no? I don't want to get denied. I always thought love came easy to those who are pretty, what about everyone else? You look at him and see an average boy but, when I look at him its different. Looks aren't always important. To bad I don't have a sense of humor. Could him and I ever be or is it only my imagination? I know were friends, but i want more. How come fairy tales cant come true? Life isn't about getting what you want its about working toward what you want. But how come this cant seem to work? I'm trying but it never shows. Sometimes even the strong are weak. I'm not going to give up though. That would prove nothing and get me no were. I like to believe he likes me back, it has always worked before. Just because I'm not the most popular girl doesn't mean I don't exist. Everybody has feelings, mine just happen to like him. But hey, maybe my turn will come around soon. How come every girl tends to fall for the hottest boys. HAHAHA you shallow fags you don't really like him you only think you like him because hes like the latest fashion. You must get one or your not cool. No boy wants to waste his time with some one who is an obsessive fan that constantly asks for their autograph. No the way I feel about him his REAL. I'm not going to lie that how I used to feel about guys. But Ive come to realize that its wrong and theres more to a person than just looks. So what if he doesn't like me back. I'm still going to be me, I'm not going to change. He just might miss out on a chance he could have had.
I like him alot though and its possible he could too. :)